Sunday 22 January 2012

Postponed

Cancelled ticket to Paris as I'm feeling suicidal. Will hopefully get through ok and pick up another in about six weeks, just need to fix up a little.



 99% of the time I'm unhappy but not suicidal. I hope I don't kill myself when I'm in that one percent.

I genuinely don't believe I will. As long as I believe that I don't feel unsafe, just scared.

2 comments:

  1. Oh dear god, I'm really sorry to hear this... I hope you'll feel better soon. I wish I could do something to help.

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  2. If you're anything like me postponing will only make it all worse. I hope you're not like me.

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