Sunday, 22 January 2012


Cancelled ticket to Paris as I'm feeling suicidal. Will hopefully get through ok and pick up another in about six weeks, just need to fix up a little.

 99% of the time I'm unhappy but not suicidal. I hope I don't kill myself when I'm in that one percent.

I genuinely don't believe I will. As long as I believe that I don't feel unsafe, just scared.


  1. Oh dear god, I'm really sorry to hear this... I hope you'll feel better soon. I wish I could do something to help.

  2. If you're anything like me postponing will only make it all worse. I hope you're not like me.